Yesterday was miserable, all day. I got depressed too. I had to take 2 naps and still went to bed and took Lunesta at 6:45pm. We had cereal for dinner. I was in such pain. I couldn't even hardly talk. I couldn't think of anything to say - and when I did speak - it sounded so weak and small. Like a sick child.
Today is better. Its 9:30 a.m. and I went shopping this morning. I just felt like I needed to do something, to be in the world somehow after yesterday. It was fine.
I have a Dr. appt tomorrow. I actually don't even really have hope that it will be telling. I'm just gonna go and listen. I'm running really low on hope. I feel a little down.
Mom called twice yesterday and left messages. I called her back and told her not to worry, that I'd talk to her today. I just couldn't even talk.
Sent out mothers day cards today. Couldn't write notes. Just Love, Marie
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