2/22/06

I passed my test!  What a relief.  Got it back yesterday.  Made an 84.  I feel like such a weight has been lifted knowing I will be able to work soon.  C. I. is going to help me with job placement next week.  I feel like life can maybe move forward again instead of being on hold.  Yay!!

2/14/06

It's Valentines Day.  I feel up today.  Slept good last night.  Tim brought me flowers last night.  They're so pretty.  A mixed bouquet.

Grandma Martin just called me.  It was good to talk to her.  Hard to believe I'm writing that.  She and I almost never had a good conversation until I've gotten sick.  She says she's excited to see me in April.

Yesterday, I sent Logan his scarf.

And I took my film rolls to the photo lab.  I'm cheating on my photo project and I don't even feel bad at all about it.  I just want it over.  don't care about the grade.

Just called Mom - I'm so blessed to have such a good family.

I had a phone evaluation with a psychologist who specializes in pain disorders and she does not think my problem is psychological so it was nice to have a professional opinion.  She doesn't think its anything from my past causing me this pain.

I haven't gone to see any counselor or psychologist yet.  Don't want to spend the money.

Evy wants to be fed - shes all over me.  But its not lunchtime yet.

Gave myself a haircut this a.m.  Short

The longer it takes for my exam results to come back, the more nervous I get about it.
I have turned to recovering alcoholics prayers like Just For Today.  It does help me to just concentrate on getting through one day at a t