Super short and sweet wish today. For the first time in a LONG time, I had to get straight out of bed and into my wheelchair. And I'm so glad. How could I be glad of such a thing? Because I have an idea, its just a hunch mind you, that if my brain is so busy with all this pain in my body, I might not have a migraine today to deal with. I just might slide by with debilitating muscle and joint pain. Easy-peasy. lol
In all things, give thanks,
Have happy days
M
Post Script: In fact, I was correct yesterday in my hunch. I was in a LOT of physical pain all day but, none was ever in my head. I was so grateful. But today, even though it's not wet out, it's still pretty cool and by mid-morning, pain is holding both my hands. Worse, I feel it pulling me emotionally. I am grieving the fact that there's this trade off. I miss my old health so much. I am so sad today. And, knowing that if I let myself cry, which I need and want to do, it will probably trigger a migraine. lol.
M
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