Here's another attempt at journal writing after a long delay. I've had a recent set back that's been hard for me. I was at a "baseline" place where I was adapted and I was handling things and then, I lost it. During my last period, I think I may have miscarried, and I'm not sure if that's why the pain was so bad for that whole week or not, or if that even happened but, since then, I can't seem to get myself back to "normal". The pain has gone back to its regular deal, I think, but I can't get readjusted to it mentally. I can barely work and prepare our meals. Last week I only worked one day for 2 hours.
I'm gonna make an effort to write each day to see if that helps me.
I'll be on my Cymbalta for another week and a half to see if it really is going to help with pain. But, I'm having such trouble going to the bathroom. I really want to go back to Zoloft. And I'm really struggling against feeling sad and sorry for myself. I think Zoloft worked better for me.
Mom & Dad are coming to visit in a month. I'm excited about that.
K (my medical transcription boss) said that I will always have a job with her. She is willing to work with me and wait for things to resolve.
I have a new Dr appt on Jan 31 with a neurological diagnostician called Dr. Kamenski. I hope he thinks for something the others did not.
That's all for now.
Evy is on my lap.
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